sometimes we need someone to hold us

I tend to hide my emotions sometimes. I show signs of stress and being overwhelmed, but I don't like to show that I am sad or confused or lost. I feel the reason for this is because no one really cares about my feelings, so i just don't bother to express so I just suppress them. sometimes i just talk to my friends but there is really nothing they can actually do about it. They somehow do make me feel better, but I just wish I had someone to hold me and tell me that everything is going to be okay. I feel lonely at times. I see how happy some people are and i want that too!